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Saturday, September 25, 2010tee

... that i am no longer melancholic. (and crossing my fingers it'd stay that way). i apologize for badgering you guys with my cryptic posts. there's just a lot of things going on lately - changes i had to adjust to and major (major) decisions had to made.

sweet and yet bitter-sweet september, i've been dreading september. the feeling was so strong that i could absolutely relate to the song "wake me up when september ends!", literally! but in as much as i'd want to skip this month, i have to go through with it. i've just came across with a huge fork in my path, and while it was easy to choose between right and left, it's not that easy to choose between two good things. and boy, were the choices really good! in the end, i have to make a stand, i cannot be in the middle. and while a few good things have to be let go of and sacrifices have to made, excitement fills me on the possibilities of the future that lies ahead.

... that i am beginning to see the light at the end of the dark tunnel. i'm actually seeing the positive side of the coin now. the initial reaction when change is thrown at your way and when you think about the impact of your choices is anxiety and a bit of fear. but then, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade! so here i am, trying to pull out positivity and hopefully a masterpiece from scraps along the way.

i'm actually happy (happier) now. thank You, i honestly wouldn't have done it on my own.

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