i was feeling so upbeat, so positive, so happy.
i was looking forward to a whole lot of things coming my way.


i had it all planned out at the back of my head.
and i had envisioned it and imagined it all, 
i could even imagine and play the scenery in my head - over and over again.


so just imagine the disappointment i felt when i heard those four words.
uhmmm, okay, change of plans.
i am so not liking this at all.